Hi! I’m Tayo Kayode, an Entrepreneur + Product Manager at Tencent and this is me laying out what’s on my mind.
I have rewritten this post 3 times.
Each time I was trying too hard. Each time I was moving away from myself and trying to come across as someone I wasn’t.
I forgot why I started this in the first place; to detangle my mind and not gain social capital.
In that moment I realized that my mind is more detangled and decluttered than it’s been for years.
Getting lost in high and low energy moments does that to you sometimes.
Training everyday helps. 100+ burpees and 100+ push-ups every morning help keep me centered.
I started learning to code on the Blockchain. Difficult but feels natural. Reminds me of learning Mandarin in London while still dreaming about living and working in Asia back in 2010.
I’m gaming far less now. Haven’t played in 2 weeks. Maybe that was one of my coping mechanisms for the mental chaos.
Today is one of those days when words are too clumsy of a way to express oneself. What other ways could I further detangle ?
I detangle because I want peace from mind. Fewer words means no unnecessary narratives. For once I’m comfortable with that.
Thanks for reading…
Stay healthy and safe
All the Best
T